And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind And I'll love you - Always

Always.. actually aku mmg akan nangis kalo dgr lagu neh sensorang...

Aku dgr lagu neh sehari yg lalu..
Tetiba kenangan mengimbau lak.. tak disangka air mata aku mengalir..

Masa tuh .. dua hari sebelum dia nikah ngan tina..
Dia suruh along jumpa aku.. jemput aku dari segamat ..
haruslah masa tuh aku sgt tidak tenteram..
sgt sedih.. sgt perit.. insan yg paling aku sayang..
insan yg selalu aku rindu.. dimiliki org lain..

Dalam masa 3 jam perjalanan.. along sedaya upaya menenangkan aku..
thanks along.. tapi hati aku dah berkecai.. retak.. tak tau mampukah aku mencantumkannya semula..

Aku sampai.. disambut mesra oleh mummy.. namun pengantin perempuan tak suka kehadiran aku.. along bawa aku balik umah depa.. dia suh aku rehat.. esok nain nikah..
peritnya.. aku rasa mcm nak lari balik segamat balik jek.. adeh..
Aku baru nak lelap mata dgr bunyi pintu di ketuk..

Aku dgr sore dia..
aku tak bukak pintu.. hanya bersandar kat pintu..
Aku rasa dia pun sama..
Dia panggil nama aku lagi.. dan aku sahut jek..
Then aku dgr suara dia..
luahan isihati dia..
betapa dalamnya cinta dia pada aku..
aku tak tau berapa ribu kali dia mohon kemaafan,,
aku dgr sore dia sebak.. aku?? dah banjir..
lidah aku kelu..
dia mohon agar aku relakan semua neh..
dia tahu dia akan berdosa kerana mencintai aku..
namun aku tak mau kehilangan cinta dia..
lama aku ngan dia berbual.. meluahkan isi hati..

Last sekali sebelum dia beredar.. dia hulurkan kertas bawah pintu..
..
malam tuh tilam ngan bantal basah dgn air mata aku..
aku tidur bersama kertas tuh.. aku hafal setiap ayat dalam kertas tuh
dengan harapan ianya akan menjadi kenyataan..
AKu percaya apa yg dia cuba sampaikan adalah benar..
Bila aku bangun pagi tuh.. aku percaya bahawa cintanya pada aku adalah selamanya..
walaupun jasadnya milik org lain.. namun cinta nya sentiasa pada aku..

" do you know that there is only one name that live with my heart
name that never can be erased ..
name that always be with every beat of my heart ..
name that always be in my heart voice..
you know right .. its only your name..
and i always love you.. no matter how hard it will be.. how far we are apart..
this song is for you.. "

" This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always "